Herloev Winnie - Year 2006 - 2018

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I Lost precious Love yesterday.
A Loose Loose situation,
He needed my poor money 
and I needed his attention both without succes
He was 26
Im 56
He is black
Im white
We were in a secret relationship
But the Ghetto knows
That I was his white empress his wife
And his Pawn
His white skin his gold
His survival
I was his everything
even if we only hitted upon netcam
And not physical
In the last 2 years i've been In love
and out of love with him
Felt cheated by my own perspectium
the mirror to my feelings and heart
I lost a part of my soul
a spliff of my heart
because of my mistrust and his abuse,
😫 It is just hard now. Sorry
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